This past week at work was intense, to say the least. I put in 70 hours this week because we're prepping for our service day this Wednesday, which is opening day. I also ended up volunteering for 8 hours on Saturday, not realizing that the week was going to be so laborious. So needless to say, I'm exhausted. And this week is supposed to be worse...
I'm starting to realize quite a few things in this new job of mine. I'm a person who not only thinks I'm always right and hates being wrong but am also a person who doesn't like admitting I have flaws and especially hates when others point them out (but I seem to be excellent at pointing out other people's flaws; funny how that works). I also only like/enjoy doing things that I'm really good at (which makes sense, considering I don't like to admit my flaws). Through daily interactions with my teammates and different things we have to do for work, I'm starting to recognize my flaws. For example, when it's appropriate to say something and when it's not--often times I feel the need to correct things or voice my opinion at all times because I think everyone wants to hear it when in reality, that's not the case at all--basically learning to keep my mouth shut. Also, as stated previously, I'm extremely impatient. And it takes a mountain of energy for me to be patient with others but I'm slowly learning through working on a daily basis with an extremely diverse group of people. I find that some days I get home and I'm thinking, "We didn't do much today, but why am I so tired?" It's because I spent so much of my energy working on being patient or working to not voice my opinion on every little thing.
At City Year, we have these little nuggets of inspiration/information/advice called Putting Idealism to Work (PITWs). There are 181 of them in total. I saw one hanging on the wall in the office and it said "PITW #159: This is Hard. Be Strong." I'm becoming cognizant of this reality more and more each day. I guess this is a part of growing up (and I was over here thinking I'm already an adult)...and will only add flavor and spice to my "story."
Switching gears, here is a video of what will be happening this Wednesday, September 30, which is Opening Day!! We also will be getting our uniforms this week so that's exciting.
"I find that some days I get home and I'm thinking, "We didn't do much today, but why am I so tired?" It's because I spent so much of my energy working on being patient or working to not voice my opinion on every little thing."
ReplyDeleteThat's deep, Dev. you're a warrior. part of a chosen few. i commend you.
You know, thanks for the wise words. My job is taking a heck of a lot of energy and patience, and I don't think I realize how tired that makes me feel at the end of the day. I'm glad there is someone else who can relate. :-) I'm proud of you - keep up the awesome work!
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